Im a 28 year old single mother of 3 struggling with social anxiety in depression right now ive been crying for days in im not motivated to do anything anymore. sometimes i feel like i messed up my life by having 3 kids but i love my kids with all my heart. Right now i feel like im mentally unstable in people always say talk to a doctor in ive done that ive tried meds in it just dosent work me. I feel like im better off dead cause men dont want me i dont have friends, i dont have a life, im lonely miserable in stuck in this dark whole i just dont know what to do anymore.